urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigredangel bigredangel bigredangel 2009-04-18T01:41:40Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigredangel:2076 2009-04-18T01:41:40Z 2009-04-18T01:41:40Z all kinds Nothing wrong with that i would love to stary my life over since grandma died urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigredangel:1985 2008-11-17T00:48:30Z 2008-11-17T00:48:30Z I WENT TO MY COUNCELOR FRIDAY AND IT WEN WELL AND LIKE ALWAYS AND MET A NICE LADY THAT TOOK ME THERE IN A FASTRAN AND SHE BROUGHT ME BACK HOME WE TALKED AND I EVEN TOOK MY MY CD PLAYER AND DID EVEN USE IT BUT LIKE ALWAY MY MOOD DROPPED THAT EVENING. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigredangel:1357 2008-11-10T00:56:04Z 2008-11-10T00:56:04Z I AM GOING THROUGH A LOT RIGHT NOW AND DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT AND IVE GOT PHYSICAL PROBLEMS AND MY HUSBAND HAS WORSE HEALTH PROBLEMS.AND I FOUND OUT I FORGOT I HAVE TO SET MY APPOINTMENTS ON DAYS HE HAS DYALISIS.I FEEL LIKE ALL WHAT HES GOING THROUGH IS MY FAULT AND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH AND I PUT THIS FAMILY THROUGH SINCE I HAVE BEEN MARRIED INTO IT. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigredangel:1127 2008-10-30T01:15:30Z 2008-10-30T01:16:24Z I DONT HAVE FRIENDS EXCEPT MALE ONES .I USED TO GO OUT WITH DEBBIE SMITH . AND BEFORE SHE MOVED AWAY I WENT OUT AND HUNG OUT WITH LAURA HESALTINE AND I REALLY COULD TALK TO HER AND SHE WAS A GOOD LISTENER.SO I DECIDED ONE MORNING WEN WESLEY MY HUBBY GOES TO DYALISIS ILL TRY TO GET TOGETHER WITH TOM SMITH A LIMO AND HE RUNS ONE WITH A PARTNER. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bigredangel:1012 2008-10-18T02:48:21Z 2008-10-18T02:48:55Z THIS HOW I AM FEELING AND NEED TO GET OFF MY SHOULDERS. I AM GOING THROUGH ALOT . I SEEM CAN NOT SATIFY ANYONE OR DO ANYTHING RIGHT OR SAY ANYTHING RIGHT ANYMORE.