bigredangel

09:39 pm: Writer's Block: Starting from Scratch
Nothing wrong with that i would love to stary my life over since grandma died

Tags: in plain sight, ips qotd, starting from scratch, writer's block

07:44 pm: FEELINGS
I WENT TO MY COUNCELOR FRIDAY AND IT WEN WELL AND LIKE ALWAYS AND MET A NICE LADY THAT TOOK ME THERE IN A FASTRAN AND SHE BROUGHT ME BACK HOME WE TALKED AND I EVEN TOOK MY MY CD PLAYER AND DID EVEN USE IT BUT LIKE ALWAY MY MOOD DROPPED THAT EVENING.

07:50 pm: CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
I AM GOING THROUGH A LOT RIGHT NOW AND DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT AND IVE GOT PHYSICAL PROBLEMS AND MY HUSBAND HAS WORSE HEALTH PROBLEMS.AND I FOUND OUT I FORGOT I HAVE TO SET MY APPOINTMENTS ON DAYS HE HAS DYALISIS.I FEEL LIKE ALL WHAT HES GOING THROUGH IS MY FAULT AND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH AND I PUT THIS FAMILY THROUGH SINCE I HAVE BEEN MARRIED INTO IT.

08:10 pm: FRIRENDS
I DONT HAVE FRIENDS EXCEPT MALE ONES .I USED TO GO OUT WITH DEBBIE SMITH . AND BEFORE SHE MOVED AWAY I WENT OUT AND HUNG OUT WITH LAURA HESALTINE AND I REALLY COULD TALK TO HER AND SHE WAS A GOOD LISTENER.SO I DECIDED ONE MORNING WEN WESLEY MY HUBBY GOES TO DYALISIS ILL TRY TO GET TOGETHER WITH TOM SMITH A LIMO AND HE RUNS ONE WITH A PARTNER.

Tags: all about me

10:45 pm: THIS IS ABOUT ME
THIS HOW I AM FEELING AND NEED TO GET OFF MY SHOULDERS. I AM GOING THROUGH ALOT . I SEEM CAN NOT SATIFY ANYONE OR DO ANYTHING RIGHT OR SAY ANYTHING RIGHT ANYMORE.